After this casting experience we start to thinking so hard about this thing, we thing how this will be for our relationship and also we were thinking if it is very dangerous without condoms etc. After we decide to try it. My very first job was solo masturbation ( I never did something like this before!), it was something new for me I never even really use dildo before so I bought one and my husband drove me to the set, it was in high building in some guy’s apartment. He didn’t want to let my husband in, he was scared first but then I said I am not going in without him so he said O.K. I wore black suit and underwear (only one nice one what i had these times) and white blouse. I remember I masturbate in the kitchen table with red dildo what I bought for my last money. I was so nervous but when it was done he said was a good job and I got payed $80.

Week later we got invitation for another casting, head booker guy took us to the big Prague agency where was three companies making casting. We came there, apartment was full of girls, which was exciting for my husband and I found out I should wear much better make up for it. Agent guy told to my husband he wants him to fuck girl on camera for few minutes to see if it could works. Well my husband didn’t feel good with that, he said that might be a problem so I got the idea and I ask one girl there who was also new there waiting for casting if she can make little try with him on camera. She said yes and agent took them to the other bedroom. Five minutes later girl came back from there with face full of cum , so I knew he did well! Agent was satisfied and put him to the one on one scene for the next day. He show me to all companies but no one was interested. I felt so bad about this, I felt like trash and I couldn’t understand why I am worse then other girls. Before i left this apartment some women who was there she was hiring girls for lap dance clubs in Italy, she asks me if I am interested. Of course I said yes, I was sad they don’t want me for shoots so this seemed to be opportunity to get some job. She took my number and we left. We spent there seven hours waiting!

The day after my husband shoot his first scene successfully. And I got the phone call from club dance manager. She asks if I can go to Italy for one week for dancing. Well that was hard decision, I never been alone in foreign country before and also she told me it is illegal (of course) so I have to pretend I am tourist. Because we really need money these times I overcome my afraid and I said yes. She gave me phone number of girl whom I suppose to go with and also she gave me five hundred Euro to have with as “tourist”. I remember it like today, I was so nervous when we were arriving from Prague airport, that stupid bitch even come late there and I was afraid and sorry I am going there. I never did any strip show before and now I should go to the club and make strip show on stage!

We vent to Naples, southern Italian city. We passed custom officers without any problems and club manager picked us up at the airport, his name was Xaverio, that was only think what I knew about whole think, he didn’t speak English at all, only Italian and the girl whom I came with she also didn’t speak any other language. That could be so easy kidnap girls like that. He took us to the hotel, it wasn’t bad there and we start to getting ready for evening. I had one pair of regular sandals, three pairs of underwear and few peaces of something king of looks like costume and that was it. Other girl ( I didn’t know she is kind of trash girl takes drugs etc.) asks me to use my make up, always took cigarettes from me and I let her, I was afraid if something happened she doesn’t help me if I don’t let her.

We went to the club at the evening, three cars full of girls, mostly Italian girls whom look to us like they will kill us in minute! I didn’t feel good at all. We got to the club, dirty, dark, looks like cave, all walls deep red and slightly lighted. Looks like whore house! I send message to manager in Prague if she is sure we are not gonna do hookers and she said no, that will be O.K you will just dance and do some private dance and that is all. Well, we change clothes and evening start. To be continued…

July 31, 2006 10:59 am by: Barbara Summer • Leave a Comment