After my disappointing trip to London, I decided to stay in my country for a while and also change my manger for work in US next time. I spoke with my friend Jessica there and she promise me to find new manager. And she was successful very soon, she send me email address so I contact that guy and we arrange my next trip to the US for September.

My friend Helena she start to makes a lot of escort jobs in these times and she wants to quit porn saying that she hates it. That was very surprising me because she was doing this over two years and never really complain. She got a lot of friends from escort biz and she start to loosing contact with me. It was time when a lot of porn girls start to escort, thinking it is better money then porn movies so I decided to try it also.

I went to Croatia for one week with Helena and two customers. She shouldn’t go there first, they want me and other girl but “agency manager” make them to take her because I thought I will be more comfortable with her. That was a big mistake. I thought I will get the younger customer which was cool guy to spend time with.

Of course not, I had to do company to the other one which was nice guy but very problematic, he sleep always whole day till 4 p.m. And then was up whole night and always want to fuck around five on the morning, which was tough and I start to hate it immediately first night. The rest of the week we were spending time at many restaurants, drink fucking expensive wine and eat.

I hate it, I hate it all but because I am very responsible I try so hard don’t show up how much I hate it and I was almost successful but Helena didn’t act like friend at all.She start to call her customer “lover” and was kisses him everywhere on public and act like he is her boyfriend which makes my customer touching me on public and was very hard for me to handle that. She saw I am pissed but I still pretend I am fine and I told her if she can stop to act like that and be just friendly and charming like we should.

She took it wrong way and she start to be very mean to my customer and has very sarcastic suggestions so he got pissed very soon and start to hate her company so also her customer (his best friend) start to feel very uncomfortable and trip wasn’t pleasure for nobody from this time. Well, both man were asking me what the hell happening to her, I was asking her and she said that it is my fault because I am not happy there.

That pissed me of because I thought it will be nice to have her there because she is friend and I can talk to her about everything and she will stay by me. Big mistake! She totally changed and was crazy, still hitting guys and my customer didn’t even see her so trip was fucked up and they send us back earlier.

After this I decided two things: 1. I was done with friendship with Helena. 2. I decided never do escort again, because it is not good money compare to shooting and no fun at all. I focus again to shooting and was very cool. Helena quit porn biz and she is escorting till now. To be continued…

September 28, 2006 12:38 pm by: Barbara Summer • Leave a Comment